Photography

Ellen Crossland

Photo of young woman with long, wavy hair and red lipstick smudged on their lips, wearing a dark shirt, against a plain background.

Death of a Girlhood

My name is Ellen. I favour self-portraits and still life photography, exploring subjects I find important and impactful; such as the self & identity, feminism, and nature. At their core, my projects are about perception and self-expression.

I also present a narrative within my work, whether that’s a young girl's journey through girlhood, the lifespan of nature, or a stream of consciousness as I come to terms with past events and accepting emotional states.

My own emotions and experiences play a large role in the photographs I take, and in doing so, they relate to and impact on an audience with their strength.


Death of a Girlhood explores the phenomenon that is Girlhood - the mix of brutality, beauty, loss, and joy found in maturity.

In a series of self-portraits, a girl is pictured in different situations. She’s young and vulnerable, childlike; but bloody as she witnesses her own confusing transformation.

Then we see her dressed in costumes, playing characters, as she tries to please a critical audience. She wears an uncomfortable dress, eats a comically large cake, dresses as Anne Boleyn and wears a ruff.

Finally, in an attempt to display herself truly, she paints ugly, distressing and distortive make-up on her face. She sits stoically in front of the camera and interrogative lighting, rather than being docile and conforming - she sits on her own, bold, after completing her transformation.

Profile photo of a young woman with blood spots on face looking upward against a plain background.
Photo of young woman in floral top and green skirt standing in front of a plain wall, with a wooden table in the foreground.
Photo of a young woman with curly hair wearing a gray sweater and a ruffled paper collar, sitting at a wooden table against a plain background.
Photo of a young woman with long hair tasting chocolate frosting from a cake on a stand, sitting at a wooden table.
Photo of a young woman with curly hair, wearing a red headband and pearl necklace, sitting at a wooden table against a plain wall.
Photo of young woman with long, wavy hair and red lipstick smudged on their lips, wearing a dark shirt, against a plain background.